3 AM

Back to sleepless nights, and unmotivated mornings. 

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Good news came this afternoon, but i cant say im happy about it until Saturday, maybe. For now, i'm just freaking out! 

But I hope things fall into place somehow. Like there's an order, cause and effect, or perfect timing. I don't know. What I do know for now is that I'm scared to risk things and fail; but if I won't, then i'm pretty sure i'm stuck here and i'll hate myself more for that. So, baby steps. 

And hey, it's 2015! Let's take things slow first, gain our pace, and grab whatever luck we have with happiness along the way.