Difficult It Is

Awake for more than forty hours now. 

I've been through the part where you have to say goodbye and try your hardest not to cry; 

the agonizing in traffic, alone, hungry, sleepy, and eek-y; 

the going to work without sleep.

And... no, I'm not going to list all my downs within the last 48hours.

Now it's a totally brand new day. 

A new start. A new chapter to set foot on. The difficult part is that I don't have the strength to get by this on my own. God! You got to help me.