Looking Back
So I'm busying myself with Grey's Anatomy.
This was one of my favorite TV series, and being at home most of the time last week for "pain" reasons, I got the time to catch up. Yes, I gave it up years ago, and I remember why.
After I finished my 4 years of College, I wanted to pursue Medicine. Well, this isn't my field really. Since I was a little girl, I wanted to be that Accountant-Lawyer. And then I figured I also wanted to be an Engineer, most probably Chemical. But then I was dragged into Nursing.
And yes, I fell in love. I loved how amazing it is knowing all those things, and how fulfilling it is to be of service! No it wasn't an easy road to take, but I loved every step. So I wanted to go on and be a Doctor. But for undeniable reasons, I cannot continue schooling. So I took the Nursing Licensure, and focused on that career path.
I still remember getting the Dengue Fever, and having one doctor talk me into pursuing Medicine. It got me thinking seriously. But then I know I had to drop every dream I had and prioritize.
I gave up my wanting to be a Doctor. And that's when I stopped watching Grey's and House.
I got into the Call Center Industry. And then I so much wanted to be a Nurse again, and I thank my parents for giving me that chance. But then things got all complicated and difficult, that I had to give up my being a Nurse in my country, and leave.
Now I'm in another country, and shooing all thoughts of Medicine. I don't even want to consider taking the Nursing Board here. Well, maybe I should. Shouldn't I? I really don't know anymore.
I forgot all about myself, and always put my family first. Yes, I'm that kind of person. And I still am. And maybe I'm also that kind of person who goes all chicken in pursuing dreams.
Oh, I seriously need some help here.
Or not. I'll just busy myself again with Grey's and forget all about myself. I'm good with that.
This was one of my favorite TV series, and being at home most of the time last week for "pain" reasons, I got the time to catch up. Yes, I gave it up years ago, and I remember why.
After I finished my 4 years of College, I wanted to pursue Medicine. Well, this isn't my field really. Since I was a little girl, I wanted to be that Accountant-Lawyer. And then I figured I also wanted to be an Engineer, most probably Chemical. But then I was dragged into Nursing.
And yes, I fell in love. I loved how amazing it is knowing all those things, and how fulfilling it is to be of service! No it wasn't an easy road to take, but I loved every step. So I wanted to go on and be a Doctor. But for undeniable reasons, I cannot continue schooling. So I took the Nursing Licensure, and focused on that career path.
I still remember getting the Dengue Fever, and having one doctor talk me into pursuing Medicine. It got me thinking seriously. But then I know I had to drop every dream I had and prioritize.
I gave up my wanting to be a Doctor. And that's when I stopped watching Grey's and House.
I got into the Call Center Industry. And then I so much wanted to be a Nurse again, and I thank my parents for giving me that chance. But then things got all complicated and difficult, that I had to give up my being a Nurse in my country, and leave.
Now I'm in another country, and shooing all thoughts of Medicine. I don't even want to consider taking the Nursing Board here. Well, maybe I should. Shouldn't I? I really don't know anymore.
I forgot all about myself, and always put my family first. Yes, I'm that kind of person. And I still am. And maybe I'm also that kind of person who goes all chicken in pursuing dreams.
Oh, I seriously need some help here.
Or not. I'll just busy myself again with Grey's and forget all about myself. I'm good with that.
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