Sucked In by Pessimism

So here I am again.

Lost. At a crossroad. Caught in the nick of time.

Still indecisive, and least initiative, and irresponsible. Timid.

And did I say indecisive? Yes, that. Or unwilling.

Wobbling. Faltering.

Pardon me. I just got home from work, and I'm too full of it already.

I'm not patient enough to take any of it anymore.

So. If I decide on that, where does this lead (or leave) me?