FML.

I'm feeling like hell. I want to burst out. I want to scream at the top of my lungs, I want to cry till there'd be no tears flowing down. I want to run till I run out of air. I want to just jump off a cliff and be numb and maybe, die. Because there's no other way to take all these out of my system.

There's no way I can get over this. There's no way I can make you understand, or even make myself understand. I'm in pain. I'm feeling all the negative emotions one can possibly feel in one instance.

I've got to remind myself to breathe, almost, to remind my heart to beat.*

I'm weak. I know that. But I'm weaker now. I'm at my weakest point.

And thanks to you.

.*wuthering heights*.